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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Being tagged

As heretherenet has already explained, xanga tagging spreads very fast.  In fact, it spreads so fast that it reminds me of the flu/cold.  Now if you can be immune to a cold after you get it once (at least until it mutates into something else), does this mean that you can be immune to xanga tagging after you are tagged once?

Anyway, here are 5 random facts about me.  I will, however, not tag 5 other people.
  1. When I was young (maybe still now), I was a very "literal" person, or at least, I took what people said very literally.  For example, I once asked my parents where babies came from.  They brushed me off, saying, "Go ask your teacher."  So I did.  As a result, my grade 3 class (or was is 2, or 1?) studied the human reproduction process for science class.

  2. During my childhood years, my all time favorite tv program was Mazinger Z! It was about this super cool robot that beat up bad robots.  I loved Mazinger so much I wanted to build robots when I grew up.  This eventually sparked my interests in computers.

  3. If I had a choice, I would preffer eyebrows that are unplucked rather than plucked, because plucked eyebrows look funny to me.

  4. I absolutely detest english muffins, and will only eat them if I must. I don't understand why some people like them so much. I'd much rather preffer an eggo.

  5. I am a sentimental pack-rat.  I like to keep anything and everything to remind me of my past (little scribbled notes, movie ticket stubs, hospital wrist tags, etc.  I still have all my school notes and assignments going way back to grade 3.  Everything before grade 3 was lost when I moved).  Unfortunately, my pack-rat tendencies do not go well with my tendencies to be disorganized.  They make locating something in my room is very difficult.


Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

Some things I am thankful for:
  1. I'm really thankful for BSF this year because my devotions have been lacking lately, and the BSF studies have served as a weekly reminder to get into God's Word. We are currently covering Genesis this year, a very interesting and foundational book.

    Today, the discussion was on chapter 3 which covers the fall of man. A point  mentioned during the discussion was that one one of the tactics Satan used to tempt Eve was to downplay the seriousness and the severity of sin. ("You will not surely die," the serpent said to the woman. "For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil." Genesis 3:4). So beware of finding ourselves downplaying the severity of our own sins.  We reap what we sow.

    One sad thing from the chapter was that Adam and Eve had everything going for them, so much potential, and so much they could enjoy around them, especially the presence of God. Yet, Eve let herself be fixated on the one single thing that was forbidden in the entire garden. Was she treating the other good things in the garden with contempt because God withheld that single forbidden fruit from her? Did she feel God was unfair? I don't know for sure. But she decided to eat the fruit. And today, we experience the consequence of this one decision.

    Even for their poor decision, I'm glad God didn't abandon them. He called out to them, in hopes that they would respond, and call back to Him. Ultimately, they responded. And even though suffering and pain entered the world, there was still hope. God made garments of skin to cover their shame, as a foreshadowing of what would occur many centuries later: God sent His Son into the world to die for our sins, so that He may clothe us with His righteousness, and we would be made right with Him again.

  2. My family: I've come to appreciate my family a lot more these past few years, especially my parents. Even though my parents "talk a lot" sometimes, I've realized that some of their advice actually make a lot of sense. And they've shown their love by doing a lot for me, whether it is cooking, or cleaning, or driving, or even paying for my education.

  3. I'm thankful to God that I've finally completed my school requirements to graduate, yeih! This has certainly been a very humbling school experience. I thought I would almost never finish my last degree requirement, a project where I had to design a scheduling algorithm. Near the end, as I was writing my final report, the more I wrote, the more I realized I didn't know what I was doing! In the end, I only completed it because God was gracious to me. To Him be all the glory.


Saturday, April 30, 2005

Back to Reality ...

Hello everyone.  I'm finally back home after a nice 6 week vacation at G. F. Strong.  It was kind of like going on a cruise, with all you can eat food (especially ice cream and hot chocolate! ). The food was served for you and you didn't even need to clean up! Someone made my bed everyday, and an ample supply of towels was available to you.  You hit the (physio) gym everyday, and relaxed in their (therapy) pool kept at a cozy 35 degrees centigrade.

I also met a neat bunch of people too. They ranged from school teachers, to real estate agents, to manufacturing equipment mechanics, to students. Someone was there after a car accident where she lost her foot. Another lost his hands, and another was severely burned. Some had multiple strokes, and others multiple sclerosis. And some had rheumatoid arthritis and lived with deformed hands that can no longer grasp objects. Others have arthritis all over their bodies and ache all over.

It's been quite a humbly experience living there and meeting all these people. When I compare my situation with theirs, I realize that I'm quite well off:  I can still walk, and had good eyesight and good use of my hands. I also have a caring family at home, and a wonderful church family, while many of them  live alone.  Despite their circumstances, many are not downdraught, and they even cheer for each other when they see each other walk for the first time.  Some have a great sense of humour, and know how to have fun.

While in G. F., someone challenged me by asking, "Do you see the patients here as people? Do you see them as people who need Christ?"  I admit that I did not really, and felt a bit ashamed too.  He said, "Maybe pray about it?"  So I did.  The next day, I had a chance to talk with one of the guys there, and even shared my testimony with him!  It turns out that his mom is a Protestant and his dad is a Catholic, and he believed there was a God, although he hasn't quite made up in his mind who He was.  He even shared his relationship issues with me too.

I also met a lady there who was a Christian.  She is of native decent and has quit drinking for over 17 years.  On the night before I left, the guy whom I shared my testimony with said goodbye to me.  He told me he was feeling sick because of the dye they injected him with for some medical test.  He also said goodbye to the Christian lady who was leaving the same day I was. And when she heard he wasn't feeling well, she prayed for him.  Afterwards, he commented on how despite her circumstances, she had a lot of faith in God -- she continued to trust in Him, and continued to pray to him, in contrast to his own faith which went up and down.  When Jesus comes, I know her faith will bring Him great praise and glory, because it has been tried, and shown to be true.

1 Peter 1:3-9

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade—kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God's power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

Thank you Lord for the time of rest you've given me at G. F. Strong, and for the people I've met there, and their stories.  Thank you for the care you've shown me over the past years, and for the care you'll show me in the future.


Monday, March 14, 2005

Post-OP Update

Hello everyone.  Well, I was just transfered to G.F. Strong today, yeih!  . Thank you everyone for the prayers.  The operation went fairly well.  The major discumfort after the operation has been nausia and constepation, but I'll spare you the gory details .

It's been an interesting few days at St. Paul's, from learning to use a urinal all over again, to meeting some interesting people in my room.  One person was an elderly man who lived most of his life in South Africa, and ran large food fascilities (for hotels and hospitals).  He also seemed to be quite computer savvy too, which was a nice surprise.  I also met a man originally from Iran, who practices the Bahá'ís religion.  His kindness got me to wonder about other religions -- they have an effect on people too.  However, how are they "different" from faith in Christ?  There was also a very kind, friendly elderly lady to talk to and pass the time as well.  She fell twice though while user her walker, but fortunately, nothing broke or dislodged.

I got to spend some extended times w/ my mom as well who visited me early one afternoon by busing to St. Paul's! She brought me some jook, and of course constantly tried to make me eat a lot of fresh fruits, and drink plenty of liquids.  Even though this was slightly irritating, I was glad to spend some time w/ her.  I don't know how many opportunities I will have left to spend time w/ her.  Somehow, it seems like "hospital/rehab" times are "bonding" times for me and my family members.  I guess we don't really make time to "hand out" with each other when things are okay.  Kind-of sad eh? Looking back, the relationship between me and my family members have grown over the past 3 years, and I'm very grateful to God.  I still remember how I angry and whiney I was towards them during my last operation when I had to first learn how to spend time w/ then :-p .  Today, I'm grateful for even these slightly "irratating" moments.


Saturday, March 05, 2005

His Ways, Not Our Ways.

Today I'm very happy because I learned that a dear friend of mine has once again found faith God.  He was with me a few days before I had my first hip replacement more than 3 years ago.  I can still remember him driving me from one New Year's gathering to another.  We sat on a stairwell, and I shared with him my doubts about the upcoming surgery.  I hadn't seen or heard from him for a long time until I stumbled onto his xanga site.  Then my heart was weighed down when I learned of his departure from his faith.  I wondered, "How can a person fall away like that?"

But today, I am comforted to know that God did not abandon him.  And He used the very weapons He knew would ultimately bring Him back to Himself.  Not weapons we would normally use if we were fighting a war, weapons that depend on our strengths or abilities. But His spiritual weapons that, in contrast, displays His power in our weakness.  In this case, it was true joy he saw in a sister's life (and in other believers' lives) that brought him back, a joy and steadfastness that remained whether things were going well or badly.

Your ways are amazing Father.  We like to use our own ways to do the impossible, and make things worse in the process.  And we get frustrated and discouraged when it doesn't work. Instead, teach us, God, not to depend on our "strengths", but to rely on You, and watch you do a miracle.

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In about 2 days (Tuesday), I'll be having my second hip replacement (this time on my left hip joint), so I'll disappear from cyberspace for a little while.  Prayers are very welcomed .



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